26 August 2025
I'm unsure how I ended up here, but at this point in my life I drive for DoorDash. This is my sole source of income. Kind of sad if you think about it, but rent isn't too bad. Ah yeah, I have to pay now. It's a little bit scary, but I've been surviving. Not sure why I'm back on the website either. I guess I just wanna write more.
DoorDash sucks a little bit. It requires me to use my car a lot. Therefore I should probably keep my car in good shape by going in for repairs. The thing is, the repairs are so expensive. Each month I plan to save a little bit of money, but I don't end up coming up with that money because my expenses end up being too intense. I had to spend a ridiculous amount of money on pills this morning. I feel like my life might be a little bit better if I had a "real" job, but with DoorDash I get to pick my hours. That's kind of cool I think. It gives me more time to see my lovely girlfriend. Oh my god I love her so much. I should make a page on here about just how much I love my pretty girl.
Me and my girlfriend started a new Animal Crossing town like a week ago. We take turns playing as one character who we named Bleeby. I like Bleeby. With this Animal Crossing game she does stuff like talking to the villagers. She really likes this frog named Puddles (maybe even more than she likes me. I'd better watch out.) I love my girlfriend. I love her so much. When she plays she writes nice letters to Puddles, and ominous letters to the other animals. She hates Tom Nook. When I play I usually make catching bugs and fish my priority. Although I don't have a fishing rod yet. Tom Nook hasn't had one in stock. I also like making money and paying off our debt. I wish I could make big money like that in real life. Rent and such. I like buying CDs for my car. CDs are cool, except for when they are scratched. I listen to CDs all the time now. I don't use Spotify as much as I used to. Right now I am. I might use writing these things as oppurtunities to listen to Spotted Fy. I was writing and I decided that I needed background music so I put on The Velvet Underground and Nico. The one with the banana. I haven't listened to it in awhile because I don't have a CD of it. I might need to get one though. I have listened to REM covers of a few of the songs on it. I love REM.
My love for REM is an interesting one. My ex really liked REM. I'd hear it through them mostly. That's why I liked it. Because of them. Now however, I like it because it's awesome. I've got a ton of REM CDs but I'm still looking for Reckoning. I haven't listened to it in awhile; I just remember it being good. I've been looking for it for awhile. Maybe I'll get it next time I'm shopping for CDs online. I do that sometimes, not often. I gotta get stuff online more often.
Today was going to be my day off from DoorDash but I don't think it really can be. I need to get my rent by the end of the month, and I'm like a hundred bucks behind. When I was a kid I thought that hundred was spelled hundered. Interesting fact about the little moth. I'm a big moth now though. I have to work.